I feel about this fiction story sort of the way that the main character feels about life. First, it buoyed me along. Then it kept me interested with strange occurrences.
Lastly, it pulled the rug out from underneath me. And that happened right when I thought I understood it all.
I like it. It is fascinating. But I am confused.
I’m not doing a good job of this.
It’s an absolute fever dream – for both the main character and the reader.
The main character is not named, which is a bold choice. She is as faceless as she feels she is. Similarly, her clothes are nondescript, her makeup is nonexistent, her personality is non-confrontational.
Is that a self-fulfilling prophecy?
She is everybody and nobody.
The book reminded me of Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man, and let me tell you why. It has a stream of consciousness style.
Next were the odd switches in perspective, seemingly random references to past and current events…and just some all-out bizarre moments.
Strangely, it all works in a way that had me turning pages and unable to put it down.
The main character is of a generation that I just don’t get. I did gain some insight into their mindset. In other words, I still think it is foreign but I guess I understand the mindset a bit better.
What happens when people are told that they can be or do anything? And what if there are many people going by the same principles.
They are then not unique. They are all faceless…drones. Therefore, are they all just fiction – even in real life?
I love the stinging commentary on the cultish fashion of fandom and social media. And I like the portrayal of people who become obsessed with their favorite celebrities. Reality and the image of fame are difficult to discern.
Therefore, crazy becomes the norm.
I apologize because I know this review is all over the place. I think it works, though, because it mirrors the book. It is not a linear story, therefore it is not a linear review.
This has been one of the most difficult reviews to write. It’s funny because there were times that it was a difficult read.
In conclusion, it is definitely one of the most unique fiction books I have ever read (EVER). It is like reading your favorite tabloid – in some ways a trainwreck you can’t look away from.
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ABOUT THE AUTHOR:
Erin Mayer is a freelance writer and editor based in Maine. Her work has appeared in Business Insider, Man Repeller, Literary Hub, and others. She was previously an associate fashion and beauty editor at Bustle.com.
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