Books On Tour (Review): The Mother I Could Have Been

How many of us often wonder if we are doing the whole “motherhood” thing right? Kerry Fisher takes an unflinching look at how easy it is for a mom to be doubtful about her capabilities in raising a child in The Mother I Could Have Been.

When I started reading, I wasn’t sure what to expect. It seemed a little bit “thriller-ish” with chapters from Vicky’s point of view interspersed with ones from a mystery person. But at the same time it also appeared to be more straight fiction in the actual plotline (if that makes sense).

I think many readers will be able to relate to Vicky’s uncertainty and self-doubt as well as her feelings of inadequacy. I also think some might live vicariously through her as she makes choices that allow her to live mostly free of any responsibility.

But what happens when responsibility is thrust upon her, not once but twice? You’ll have to read it to find out because you won’t find spoilers here.

I enjoyed the way Caro’s and Vicky’s lives crossed and intertwined. I thought both characters (and the secondary characters as well) were realistic, and their actions thoroughly natural. India, Caro’s daughter, was especially well-done; it was a pleasure to despise her.

I did think that there were a few events that seemed more manipulative than organic, but they didn’t bother me too much. I understood why the author had to have them occur the way they did.

I also appreciated a little twist that made me go back and re-read a few sections. I love when an author writes in such a way that what is assumed is not actually reality. My real only complaint was that the ending seemed a little rushed and quite abrupt. But again, I realize that it wasn’t meant to be a “full-circle” as much as “finally on the right path” type of story.

It’s another great read for you to put on your TBR or Holiday Wish List.

AUTHOR BIO

Kerry Fisher is the bestselling author of five novels, including The Silent Wife and The Secret Child. She was born in Peterborough, studied French and Italian at the University of Bath and spent several years living in Spain, Italy and Corsica. After returning to England to work as a journalist, she eventually abandoned real life stories for the secrets of fictional families. She now lives in Surrey with her husband, two teenage children and a naughty Lab/Schnauzer called Poppy.